A Farewell Message
I don’t even know where to begin. So I’ll start with the first words that come to mind: thank you. Thank you for these wonderful 6 months. Thank you for accepting me. For welcoming me into this fandom with open arms. Thank you for accompanying me on my slow descent into madness. Thank you for reblogging my edits, liking my writing, and tolerating so many inane /mylife posts. Thank you for your messages. Thank you for your love. Thank you for the memories.
I have had the pleasure of meeting some absolutely incredible people who I am honored to call my friends, and I’m convinced that I have the sweetest, most thoughtful followers in the world. Y’ll are what makes deleting so bittersweet. Because you’re what has made this experience so special. It’s been an incredible journey. I love you guys.
I’ve decided to delete for a number of reasons:
1. The average full-time class load for a graduate student is 6-9 hours. I’m taking 16 hours, which is a double-full-time load. I’m also working part time as a consultant and working on a book that will be published by the end of the year. Keeping up with this blog has become a full-time commitment, and I’m already bearing the responsibilities of 4 people. There just aren’t enough hours in the day. And, you know, eating and showering and exercising are kinda important too…..
2. I’m applying to law school this year, and if I want to get into the school of my dreams, I have to focus on my LSAT! I have the grades and the extra-curriculars, and doing well on the LSAT is the last and hardest piece of the puzzle… so I’ve got to start prepping :)
3. This has become an addiction – a dependency – for me. It’s almost like a nervous twitch. I’ll pick up the phone to text someone… and check my tumblr app; log in to check my emails… and refresh my dashboard; have five minutes free at work… and queue up a few more posts. It’s an excuse for me to avoid my real life problems. And I want to kick the habit.
The boys profit from dedicating their lives to the fans. I don’t profit at all from dedicating my life to the boys. So I’m taking a step back and making my own life worth blogging about.
In the words of my favorite ancient Greek philosopher….
Please don’t be sad; be excited for me. Because I’m getting back onto the roller coaster that is life aha :)
Ps. You can always contact me on my personal tumblr, twitter, or IG. I’ll be tracking canihazstyles and aishes, and all my edits are here, so I’m not disappearing completely!
Pps. READ THIS and consider it my stance on everything!